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{A Step At A Time}

-weightloss&ramblingsjournal-

Created on 2007-04-09 20:08:11 (#12686088), last updated 2008-07-17

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Hello. Most people call me Carmen. I'm feeling more and more lonely everyday now, because my perspective on a lot of things have changed & I can't confide those changes in anyone close to me without them thinking I'm so incredibly messed up. Maybe I am? I believe in a lot of things that you shouldn't, or what you might not think is 'correct'; what I think or believe in is not always right, but it is what I am fine with. I don't know a lot of you out there, so if you ever decide to preach to me about this or that - DON'T. I really couldn't care less about your opinion. I am young: just a typical 16 year old - selfish, vain, emotional, angsty, stubborn ~~& in love~~. I come from a place called England. I'm not a particularly bad person - just brutally honest at times. For some reason, I trust strangers more than my closest friends; therefore (it seems), I have put all my deepest, darkest, silliest, randomest & most private thoughts into a blog which anyone can see. It is FriendsOnly though - comment & I'll add you. Like anyone living in this society, with such horrible, horrible pressures to stay thin, young and beautiful - I have a problem with my body; my appearance. An ED isn't a choice - I've been forced into it because my views of 'perfection' had become steadily and gradually altered. All I see is something that makes me depressed. Be careful - I am pro ED. I have not personally forced you to come here and read what I wish to write - so do not bother putting silly, childish comments. This journal isn't particularly interesting and doesn't stand out from others, to tell you the truth. It depicts the life of someone, who - just like everyone else, is trying to struggle through each day without giving up. Someone drifting through life; trying to find a place to fit in.

So, how are you today?

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